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I Want To Feel Okay

by Cinderheart

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1.
War is War 03:44
Lord have mercy on our souls Our souls are up for bid Oh come on, lord Oh, lord have mercy Oh, war is war War is love In honour of life Oh, war is war War is love In honour of life Lord have mercy on us all God knows we don't Oh come on, lord Oh, lord have mercy
2.
Medicate 08:28
We're a diseased people, sick in our heads Reliant on drugs, all day stuck in bed Our brains have gone bad We're all always sad Humanity's doom, it comes from the womb There's something wrong with our minds There's something wrong with our minds No one can save us No one can save us Medicate me Prescribe me fake happiness I don't wanna say too much I just wanna live The truth is I don't know what's going on I'll feel better in a week If you medicate me Can you feel it getting closer Our collective break down There's not enough medicine To fix our broken minds Anxieties and depressions We're walking around blind Medicate Medicate me Meds aren't helping, but what else can we do Nothing seems to work, our minds need glue We're all falling apart, humanity's through I'd say it's been fun, but that isn't true There's something wrong with our minds There's something wrong with our minds
3.
Ascender 03:48
I descend into the dark To find you Alone, the stars empty out Left to the void Crawling in the endless black I fall Listening for your voice I'm coming Deeper and darker Your hell gets Beneath your demons shines a light Ascender, ascender Times will not always be dark Walk into tomorrow Darkness coils And pulls against you Alone, the stars empty out Left to the void Your hands are bound by doubt I’ll release you Listening for your voice I will find you Deeper and darker Your hell gets Beneath your demons shines a light Ascender, ascender Times will not always be dark Walk into tomorrow I will find you If it's the last thing I do
4.
Dream 03:18
I wake up Quarter to 9pm The sun has fallen My mind is blank But I'm trying So I dream tonight Dream to fight So I dream tonight To fight my nightmares So I dream tonight I dream The nightmares come I see them When I'm awake So I dream
5.
Smoke and mirrors Welcome to our delusion It's all smoke and mirrors It's an illusion Smoke and mirrors They always said we'd have control They never said we'd lose our role This is madness Smoke and mirrors Hmm, we're out our depth Ooh, it's over our heads Tell me baby, what's the point Tell me baby, why do I live Tell me baby, what's the point Tell me baby, why do I live Control is an illusion Society's collusion We're born in graves The end of our time No one warned us It's the end of the line Tell me baby, what's the point Tell me baby, why do I live
6.
Factory Girl 04:31
As I went out walking One fine summer morning The birds in the bushes Did whistle and sing The lads and the lassies In couples were courting Going back to the factory Their work to begin I spied one among them She was fairer than most Her cheeks like the red rose That blooms in the spring Her hair like the lily That grows in yon valley She was only a hard working Factory Girl I slept long beside her more closely to feel her She says my young man Don't stare at me so I said I've got gold in my buckets And silver as well No more shall you answer That factory call Now the years have gone passed From the days of our youth Our home is now teeming With children at play Life goes on in the village You can still hear the whistle Hey there goes the lad With his factory girl You can still hear the sound of the factory call
7.
Stare into the night Always wondered what's Behind the dark Tear the night sky down Facing myself in a tunnel of dark The truth is haunting, its left its mark I don't know where to go from here I'll go deeper, deeper Deeper into my stratosphere Falling in my black mind Mapping out the tunnels of insanity Deeper into the violence of the night I have regrets that have shaped me The lord oughta have me crucified Oh hell, oh hell, oh hell, my own hell Tell me there is something not quite - right with you Haven't you realized? Don't you know you should die? Time to say goodbye It's the end of the line Hold a candle to the dark Shine a light on who I am There's nothing there for me to love There's nothing here for anyone Violence of the night Violence of my mind Everything is in pieces
8.
They walk to the beat One two and three Walking dead men Without souls Without goals Without anything They walk to the beat One two and three Walking dead men Going nowhere The end of the line was a mile back Soul searching for something to believe in I cannot compute Soul searching for something to believe in I: what am I? The seas have gone still They’ve lost their shine Sinking dreams Without souls Without goals Without anything The water is too heavy They sink like stone Without souls They’re going nowhere The shore was a whole world back
9.
There's a grave with nameless bodies The brave, the slaves, of endless follies The earth churns, it pulls, it's opening below What have you done In four generations our memory gone Everything we've done lost Lost to dawn Where have we all gone Who remembers us What's the meaning of my life What's the meaning of art We're shooting for the stars But we're footnotes in a memoir Why are we alive Why oh why What have I done that's worth remembering
10.
Closure 04:08
Living Without a heart Its hurt From the start The darkness Inside of me There's someone I'd rather be Closure Is what I need Closure I've no more to bleed The dreamcatcher Stole the good dreams The juggernaut Could not sleep I'm sorry I have no more to give I told the truth here Instead of lying

about

'I Want To Feel Okay' is a collection of songs off Cinderheart's Flower EPs (originally released in 2019), remixed, remastered and partially re-recorded. It showcases the many moods and faces of Cinderheart's output, ranging from the slower, dreamier songs evocative of indie and shoegaze, to the more hard-hitting, psychedelic and progressive songs.

Cinderheart is:

Chelsea Robins
Olivia Bee
Samuel Salinas
Skye Burnett

'I Want To Feel Okay' was written and recorded between April 2018, and March 2022.

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released March 16, 2022

All lyrics and music written and performed by Cinderheart, with the exception of:

Track 6 (Factory Girl): Traditional song

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Cinderheart Montreal, Québec

The Montreal collective is prog rock, bluesy and psychedelic. Their sound is heavy yet accessible, soulful yet dark.

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